I've been sick for the past three days. It really does suck. I hate the face that I feel like my head is in a bubble, and my migraines just won't go away. I should have those checked on, huh? Got a few things off my chest today with a certain someone. It actually felt good to just spill my guts. To just open myself and let EVERYTHING come pouring out. I needed that. Thanks for listening, Joshy.
I'm beginning to enjoy how things are working out. Practically everything seems back to normal. Though a few things will never be the same. I was never sure where I was going, but at the moment I don't really care. I don't mean that in a depressing sort of way. Its good. Trust me. I need a more positive outlook on life, and a few people have helped me along the way. Nothing else I can say to them, except thanks. and I'm sure they know who they are. Life can only get better. Especially after everything that I've been through. I tend to hold grudges, but that's how I am. I'm taking a new approach on life. I'm going to try and think more of what I want, then what other people want me to do. I'm always more worried about how they want me to be. I never think of myself. I just want everyone else to be happy. I don't expect me to happy.
"I am hiding from some beast
But the beast was always here
Watching without eyes
Because the beast is just my fear
That I am just nothing
Now its just what I've become
What am I waiting for
Its already done."
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Always do what makes you happy, never what others tell you to do or how to be.
ReplyDeleteI am very proud of how things have turned out for you lately. You are doing a terrific job.
I know things haven't always been easy, but I believe you are on a path to do good things for yourself.
I love you kiddo and remember, I'm P R O U D of you!! You are awesomeness!