A Box Full Of Sharp Objects

INSTRUCTIONS:
delete these five statements,
and write your own five statements,
intended to different people.
never tell which one is to who.

1. You. How do I even began to describe how much you mean to me? I don't think this sad attempt at a paragraph will do much good, but I will try to make it worth every word. First off, I love you. More than I think you will ever know. Honestly, I miss you more than you think. It's all my fault we don't talk anymore. My terrible habit of pushing people away has taken over once again. I don't want you blaming anything on yourself, you have enough sitting on your shoulders already. I just want you to know that I am always here for you, no matter what. If you ever need anything, and I mean anything, you know where I'll be. I wish everything was back the way it used to be. I don't think that will happen though. I guess we just got older. Sucks, doesn't it?

2. Well, I hold you very close to my heart. Its hard not too. We've done lots of things together, and I believe we always will. As long as you hold your end of the bargain. Which seems to be a bit difficult for you. I do love you, and thats what keeps me around. You mean very much to me. I have high hopes though. Just don't let me down.

3. Wow, whats it been , four years now? You mean very very much to me. I know we have been through a lot of tough shit, but its been worth it. I wouldn't take any of it back if I had the chance. You know how to deal with me in my worst of times. You have put up with so much of my shit, I'm surprised that you still, even now, associate with me. I'm glad you do though. I don't know what I would do without you. I need you. I honestly, with my whole heart, love you. I always will, and hopefully you see that. I love our stupid, pointless inside jokes. I smile each time I think of one. I don't think it is possible for me to hate you. I'm glad. I love you.

4. Things with us haven't been so good lately. Sometimes, I feel pushed aside. Sorta like an old doll thrown up on the top self, replaced by a newer, better one. You've let me down many times, and I've been very angry at you before. You left me alone when I needed you the most. I don't think you realize this either. I guess I'm really not that important, but I wish I was. Is it so hard for you to just make a little time for me? I don't remember you letting someone else control your life. Its not like you. I fear the worst, but you won't listen. I won't even get the chance to explain to you how I feel, or to ask you certain questions that I think you rightfully owe me answers too. I do love you, but its not the same. Try not to forget about me, okay?

5. I saved the best for last, and I'm sure it might be rather obvious who this is. Either way, you are my best friend. You are the only person I can 100% truly trust. You come before anyone, and I think thats how it should be. Out of all the people in my life who are close to me, you have never let me down. I hold you way higher than the others and I know you do the same. I know we used to know get along much, but we were both young and naive. I think now, I understand why you are here, why we both are. For each other. I love you so much, and no one will ever change that.